So it hit me today, at least officially hit me.
I dressed super-crazy during my 4 years of Highschool but once I got out, it all faded. I went from layers of skirts over shredded pants, untied shoes, belts and Hello Kitty bags to...ripped jeans, a t-shirt with font and some casual slip on vans.
What happened to my many hair-dos (and don'ts!), layers of clothing and bizarre sense of fashion?
I suppose it's because I feel no reason to dress that way. I have no job at the moment and am not in school. I do admit, last semester at Merced College I did dress up a few times...but nothing like Highschool (will there ever be a such?). Many people told me I would "move out of the phase", meaning the way I dressed was just a phase. I agree the punk period was just a phase--or most of it anyway, but I still love the idea of throwing loose clothing, bulky suede boots, legwarmers, hair clips and attention-getting bags are awesome.
I don't think I will ever dress how I did in HS, but only because they were more teenage looks. There are still ways to be sophisticated, and look it but still have that unique touch. I just somehow pushed it all behind and grew.....boring.
My love for fashion and accessories has always been there, and maybe that is where I'm meant to be? I'm still trying to figure out myself...and since I've started making money by selling accessories I've made I have realized how much fun it is. I love how ideas swarm in my head. I've even jumped out of bed just so I can sketch an idea down onto my sketchpad!
Now I know most name-brand, designer accessories and clothing are expensive...but I don't mind seeing myself wearing some of it in the future----or perhaps....I will be wearing my own clothing line? :]
One can only dream...right?
P.S.
I'd totally wear these pair of Balenciaga shoes... :3 I've had my eyes on them since the first time I saw them in an old Bazaar issue.
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It's not like anyone reads this anyway...good night.
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