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Sakura Blossoms in April

How I truly wish I could see the Sakura trees bloom in April...

I've been meaning to visit San Francisco during this time of year.

The hold a festival.

It's beautiful, I heard.

^~^ Perhaps next year!

Today is gloomy, but I feel these pictures are necessary. I like to make my posts colorful~

21 And Over.

I've spent 3 days celebrating my birthiday and today is the 4th day...we're having a barbeque. It's not really a thing we do, I just happen to have parties like on the 8th (my actual birthday),9th and 10th of this month.

For my birthday I mostly stayed home. I helped my dad move a little and then had 2 friends and family over for cake! The next night I invited all my friends and some family to John's Incredible Pizza...it was really fun! I got some nice gifts, ate a lot and enjoyed the arcade. :] Yesterday I went to my first 21+ club. Believe it or not, my mom was the one who invited me to go. She loves to dance, so we went dancing! Robby got on the dance floor twice. It was great. We had an awesome time.~

Today is a much more clam day. We're up in Manteca visiting family and the weather is gloomy. Robby and I fell asleep watching a movie....then my mom, aunt and uncle left to the store so we're watching my little cousin. He's just playing on the wii...~ ;3 Figured I'd borrow their computer and update some of my internet stuff. I'z ADDICTED.


Anywaaaaaaaaaaay n_____________n I had a great bithday.


Oh and I'm glad I finally got back into my e-mail. Somehow my email was hacked into and the password was changed...but I FINALLY remembered my security question's answer.. so I got it back and made my password harder. -___-

Yeah, got to go~

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Sheik.

Home, home, home...

I'm going home in 6 days. Taking the train....so it'll be adventurous!

I have been doing okay here. Yesterday I ate something bad ..or something, I don't know. I just had to go to the restroom a lot. D: lol..... So yeah. I feel better today. I haven't been going outside much...so maybe I'm just stressing my body out and I need to exercise or something...!!

Not A LOT has happened today. I did some sewing, cleaning and video-making. Yep... I think I'll relax now, or watch a movie, or both I guess! XD

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Sheik

Hope your day went well :)

Missing...

Missing home.

Although I enjoy the break, the time with Robby, with new people

and being treated great...

I miss home.

There is no place like home. They say home is in the heart, but half of my heart is in California.

Half here.

Hrm.

Hmmm...Growing.

It's nice to learn new things everyday. I know I have, the more I read and really think about things... I'm hoping that I will go home a bit more mature and ready to get a job. I need to make my own money! I want to have a car and go to school. I don't really have anyone to do help me with that either...and I don't want Robby having to support me so much..@__@ It makes me feel awful.

Sometimes I wish my parents were like other parents...where I could have my school, car and other things paid for... but they aren't. It doesn't change my love for them though. I love them very much! If they DID get me a car or something BIG I'd treat them so well O.O Because that's a lot of money to spend...and if someone does that, they deserve a lot of love and respect. Sometimes I wish other people were a bit more grateful. Maybe if they were in my shoes, they would be? I know I am happy to have a home and not be kicked out. I'm happy to have a bed and food. ^-^ I'm very grateful. :] I know things will work out for me, I just need to work at it too.... I use my faith, and God works through that...but He wants me to get out there first. Give Him something to work WITH. Lol.~

Ahh...I need to get back to more sewing today! Less than 2 months until Fanime. Oy!! My birthday is next week too!

P.S. I think I want to go to Monterey Bay the weekend I get back. :] That or San Francisco. I'm not sure though, we'll see...

Romance Exist.

Yesterday we had an argument. It was rather silly, but it happened.

I won't say WHY were were arguing or what exactly went down but

it ended in the result of me walking off, once we parked, and shopping by myself.

After I bought what I needed I headed back to the car and sat by it.

I ended up talking to my mom and I felt much better. I didn't tell her we fought though.

I don't think I need to whine every time we fight.. I actually didn't really feel to bad after I walked around the mall for a while. Once I was outside I thanked God for the beautiful day and asked for help to deal with Robby's emotions.

When I saw him again I felt no anger what so ever. He still seemed a bit quiet but he ended up handing me this feather rose... I was like, "Thanks..." He didn't say a lot but after me talking to him as if nothing happened he opened up again. We apologized for our words and then went to Dairy Queen! I had a delicious banana split and he had a Vanilla ice cream in a chocolate waffle cone.

^~^ It was nice.

We don't really fight A LOT. We have -tiny- arguments and then a few big ones here and there.

It's nothing to really fuss over though. I really like how we always forgive and miss each other after the tension cools.

"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven"

Luke 6:37