Romance Exist.

Yesterday we had an argument. It was rather silly, but it happened.

I won't say WHY were were arguing or what exactly went down but

it ended in the result of me walking off, once we parked, and shopping by myself.

After I bought what I needed I headed back to the car and sat by it.

I ended up talking to my mom and I felt much better. I didn't tell her we fought though.

I don't think I need to whine every time we fight.. I actually didn't really feel to bad after I walked around the mall for a while. Once I was outside I thanked God for the beautiful day and asked for help to deal with Robby's emotions.

When I saw him again I felt no anger what so ever. He still seemed a bit quiet but he ended up handing me this feather rose... I was like, "Thanks..." He didn't say a lot but after me talking to him as if nothing happened he opened up again. We apologized for our words and then went to Dairy Queen! I had a delicious banana split and he had a Vanilla ice cream in a chocolate waffle cone.

^~^ It was nice.

We don't really fight A LOT. We have -tiny- arguments and then a few big ones here and there.

It's nothing to really fuss over though. I really like how we always forgive and miss each other after the tension cools.

"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven"

Luke 6:37

I Adore Your Beauty

Today is beautiful.

The sky is a bright blue.

The clouds are a fluffy white.

The breeze is cool and soft against my skin.

My heart has lifted just by the existence of today.

I embrace it all, I embrace your

beautiful creation.

Thank you, God!

^___________^

Today I got to make sandwiches for Robby and I.

He's working on his car and I'm working on my costumes!

It's nice to have time for ourselves aside from spending every waking

moment with each other! Still, I wanted to at least eat lunch with him.

I did some reading today too. Now I'm getting back to my cosplay stuff.

How was your day today? Good, I hope!

-

Sheikchan

(Photo my sister took. http://sm-photography.deviantart.com/art/Week-5-Soon-155092952 )

Going Home.

Wow. Okay. Time has completely passed me by and I can't believe I've been gone from home for about...45 days? A month and a half. It's the longest I've ever been gone from home. I know just last week I was kind of happy that I was going home because I miss home but now as I look at everything packed I think of how I will really miss Robby and my little life here.. It was really neat being able to be on my own (away from home and what I know) and experience a whole other life, aside from being with Robby who I've known for years.

All in all, I'm grateful for this experience. I wish I had just at least stayed until the end of March. I don't know why I have to go back now, I really don't need to...but I can't refund my plane ticket.

Don't get me wrong though! I miss home, I do and I am happy to see everyone again. I just can picture it now, being home and sitting on my bed while I think of how Robby's still here and I'm not with him. I'll think of how it was to see him everyday. Yeah, we argued sometimes or fought to have our way but it was worth it, being able to see him whenever I wanted to. -sigh- He's such a handsome, sweet, caring guy and this whole time I've been here he has taken care of me. I owe him so much, even though he says I owe him nothing but my love. :P I'm hoping I find a job soon in CA and can pay for him to come visit me. He shouldn't have to always pay for our tickets!

Ahh...I will be strong about it knowing that we love each other and this is just the path we have chosen ever since we decided to further our online friendship into a long distance romance. Heh. I know it may not work for many people but so far it has been working for us. We're still young and we still have room to grow (literally). I am glad the wedding isn't until later...when we're a bite more mature and can actually afford it. :]

With that being said,I think I will end this and go see him. I miss his face already ;_;

(he's in the other room).

-

Sheik

Thoughts and Decisions..~ In Texas.

Cont...

Okay, so I already posted today but Robby is playing a game (which I'm fine with because I love games and I hardly ever see him really play games. He's picky and doesn't play many..like most guys.) It's Final Fantasy XII I think...yeah...anyway. I'm just chillin' in the room too since I still feel kind of blah. His nonna (grandma in Italian) made us YUMMY lasagna...sauce made from scratch and everything. It was gooood.
I have had a nice time here but I really want to have our own place. I think tomorrow we're looking at apartments again.... Hmm, oh I've noticed I tend to tell Robby how to drive a lot. X___X I think it's cause he's new to driving and I'm not. He's a good driver though, don't get me wrong...I just have a big mouth... He doesn't get that mad at me but he did tell me he didn't like me telling him how to drive. I don't think anyone does heheheh..so I'll work on that.

Today he took very good care of me, brought me anything I needed. He has always been this way when I am sick. I just ask nicely. His family says we make a nice couple. They like having me around and I seem to get them together more often. His family had their first super bowl party yesterday. I got Robby's sister, her kids to go and even Robby's friends showed up. His uncle was like, "This is our first party!" lol. There was sooo much yummy food! It was nice. We played wii and talked outside by the BBQ pit, it was warm. Then I helped Robby keep an eye out for deer on our way home. His uncle lives out by a lake and there are deer that often get in the road...so yeah, we had to be careful. I like helping Robby out with things. We both like to find good deals when shopping especially...and it's coming in handy while looking for apartments. The cost of living here is much better than CA...It's crazy how nice apartments are and they're only around $500 for 1 bedroom 1 or 2 bath. I'm like, "That's cheap!" sometimes Robby is like, "That's cheap?" when I think certain prices are cheap. I tell him he should check out the living in CA. xD I mean I love CA, but perhaps..TX will offer me better living.

Ah, but yeah. I've had a nice time. I haven't felt the need to really run back home. I actually feel spoiled here.@__@; I just miss everyone because I have a very loving heart and I love my family/friends...tch, my friends are my family! Heh. :] So if any of you are reading this, I miss you!! I will be back though..I just get sad, cause I'll miss Robby. Either way I miss someone... I've just been missing Robby a lot longer and I am tired of being away from him. It's very rewarding being able to stay with him now for a longer time. Heheh..He keeps looking back at me to make sure I am okay. I keep telling him I'm use to having cramps and taking care of myself when I'm sick... but he says, "Well you aren't alone now, you have me to take care of you." o.o; I dunno....I'm okay though. I am fine with cramps, better than being pregnaaaant :DDDD lol.

So yeah...I am doing good here. It is nice to spend time with Robby. We have discussed the marriage too. Right now I still may move it down. I KNOW I chose a date, but it's the money thing. We have some money saved up (mostly him..) but I want to save up money too to have a nice small wedding. I don't want to rely on just my mom and him to pay for it. -_-; So yeah, we're just going to go over our budget and see if we should move it down..I just really hate being long distance.. so I might move it down to spend more time here. I even thought of getting a job. Heheh. Try and see if I could find something to earn some money. I don't know! We will see.. I will still pray about it. Oh yeah! We went to church on Sunday. It was nice. Robby thought the church was cute. It was very small and had only old people. xD Hehe, they were so nice and were like begging us to come next week. I could see they love visitors. :] We told them we were going to get married in the future and they were all happy. xD I love old little church people. Hehehe....I'm also glad Robby is a Christian even if he's a bit more inward about it. He's pretty inward about everything...XD but I don't mind.~

Alright, I think Robby is going to put on a movie or something. He wants to spend more time with me...I can sense it. I think I'll lay down now and turn this laptop off. ... Heeeey, he said "What are you typing a novel?" XD I was like "NOOOOOO. It's my blog!" I type faster than him. Like 70wpm...he's like 50wpm. ppppppsch. D: Haaay, he put Family Guy on. Hmm..guess we're watching that!

Bye bye~
(oh and I found my camera charger. I'll take more pics later!! O.O; There are some very pretty areas around here!)